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Monday, October 25, 2010

philosophy in life (to help other people and to be a good samaritan)

One day, I set off from my house to find a place that intrigued me. The heat of the midday sun was oppressive as I walked past some building works. I did a double take as i glanced between two unfinished buildings. There, an old woman in clothing lay on the dust rubble. The terrible thought crossed my mind that she might be dead.
Feeling quite helpless, I approached her. Her face was well wrinkeld and sun kissed. She looked quite beautiful but very ill. As a reflex, I reached into my pocket to find some money for her to survive for a few months. I felt like the "kind stranger".
Without a common language, she looked at me with the wisdom and pity that could burn into a soul. She weakly pushed back the money. I was left shocked. Her eyes were mocking me. It took at least a kilometre of walking to realise I was quite a fool. She needed shade, a bottle of water and possibly some human comfort.
That evening, I sat analysing my material version of "kindness". This beautiful woman had given me something that i will carry for the rest of my life. When I look bac upon the experience, I hope my face carries that same wise smile that once mocked me.

Friday, October 22, 2010

WHAT I WANT TO ACHIEVE IN THE FUTURE ?

hmmmm..
All of as have dreams.
Of course we want to
have a better future.
Suitable job. Big houses.
Cars. Lots of MONEY.
Vintage things. BECOME RICH.
But to be able to achieve those things you
dreamed of in the near future, we should first
study hard. Be serious in college. Pass all your
subjects and really focus on your studies.
For me, what i really want to achieve in the future
is to be able to graduate in college in 5 years. ONLY!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

him . . .

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HIM.


I don't know what came to me that very day, I just realized i feel something different for HIM.
The way i stare at HIM, its different now. Is there something wrong with me ? I consulted my friends about what I feel for HIM. And they said the most fearful thing i don't wanna accept . Me ? I like HIM ? That's awful !! Its a very big NO ! How could i like him if he always make fun of me ? How can i like HIM if he's a bully ? How can I ? He's too cute to like ( blushing ). Maybe this feeling will pass by. I know I'm too young for this stuff. I am positively sure this isn't serious. He's just some other guys i used to knew .


grrrr .. help me !!





CONFUSED . . .

Friday, October 1, 2010

the biggest mistake of my life for now

The biggest mistake of my life for now is when I did not took seriously my subjects in college . I failed my two major subjects because I was really very lazy to study . I also failed my philippine literature subject in semifinals. It really bothers me because mom got angry with me . He threatened me to stop from schooling if I will not take good care of my grades. So now I am really trying my best to catch up all my wasted time in not studying and in not listening to my instructor. I am now seriously taking all my subjects.